Date

I’m dusting off my word press because I feel the need to.

It’s been a while and I know I haven’t been able to think straight these past months with my promotion taking effect and everything.

As “Ramping Shop” plays from the speakers in this sports bar, I am typing…on a date by myself . I am watching a couple seated right in front of me. The female just decided to sit on her lovers lap. My heart started racing.

You see…I’m probably not supposed to be alone tonight because I am slowly sinking deep into depression after being triggered by two tweets this morning! Oops!

Did I tell u that I was late for this date? How Latty! How is that possible? 🤷🏾‍♀️😩

Anyway…I ordered chicken pasta and a Miami Vice drink!

I’m excited for the drink…not necessarily the food. I’m only eating because I know I’ll be drinking tonight!

Who knew that at age 27 I’d be sitting watching music videos waiting on food in a sports bar, in a very sexy jumpsuit by MYSELF? Nobody but Jesus!

MY DRINK IS HERE! DJ is playing “Here comes the girl dem sugarrrrrrrrrrr” I feel so much better now! Especially now that I see there’s a cherry in it! I’ll do some tongue work! 👅

Food is hurrrr! Let’s taste it! *bless food*

Mhmmm…yep. Issa good one! 🤤

Anti ways…maw come give myself my undivided attention now. See you on the next blog!

07:14:19

Hot girl summer 🙄

Anyway, went to Brunch

07:13:19

“Hot gyal a hot gyal sweet laka honey”

Stealing Timberlee’s lyrics to start this one!

Megan The Stallion have the whole world activating their “Hog Girl Summer” and I decided I wanted to act like I was as young and smexxy like every one on insta and Twitter so I went to the nail tech!

I really saw some nice nails I wanted to get and I was determined to get them all summery! I did just that!

As usual when I get to the nail tech it’s a whole day thing…I actually hate that 😩 I just wana pull up and go…

Sigh 😔

I was hungry all while waiting AND remember I was drinking all night so I had a slight headache 🤕BRUH

Just glad I got what I wanted cause I would freak!

07:12:19

*Cues No Guarantee x Protoje, Chronixx*

“People, got expectations, will they love you? No Guarantee!

People, all need salvation, will they save you? No Guarantee!”

Today was a horrible day at work! To keep sane, I left around 9PM to go have a drink. Had 3 drinks from the very long bar list Gizmos had and I was then on my way home tipsy bad bad 🥴

  1. Dream Queen
  2. Hard head
  3. Sex me (Twas horrible zeen!) 😩

I was drunk texting all the way home. Twas horrible!

That was all after I got my favorite wings and chips 🤤🙃

As usual, Obrian was out chilling with me…Twas fun…at least based on what I remember!

Guys this new position is getting to me zeen! I’m just praying I make it to October 🥺

07:11:19

I realize I keep starting my posts and I keep forgetting to publish them. I need to work on that!

NOTHING special happened today…So ama just post a pic and let it slide!

So Grateful for life 😩💛

07:10:19

Seems songs are definitely ministering to me all week!

Whooosaw!

Please see the lyrics to Shane Bernard’s Psalms 34…

*Verse 1
I sought the Lord
And He answered me
And delivered me
From every fear
Those who look on Him
Are radiant
They’ll never be ashamed
They’ll never be ashamed
This poor man cried
And the Lord heard me
And saved me from
My enemies
The Son of God
Surrounds His saints
He will deliver them
He will deliver them
*Chorus*
Magnify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name together
Glorify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name forever
*Verse 2*
Taste and see
That the Lord is good
Oh blessed is he
Who hides in Him
Oh fear the Lord
Oh all you saints
He’ll give you everything
He’ll give you everything
*Chorus*
Magnify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name together
Glorify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name forever
*Bridge*
Let us bless the Lord
Every day and night
Never ending praise
May our incense rise
*Chorus*
Magnify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name together
Glorify the Lord with me
Come exalt His name forever
*Ending*
Taste and see
That the Lord is good
He’ll give you everything
He’ll give you everything

My favorite version is sang by the Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir. Check it out here and https://youtu.be/DfW2mkkMTAg

07:09:19

Simple Blessings x Tarrus Riley, Konshens 🎶

Cause this song drape me! I am now realising that I am NOT taking care of myself 😩

Leme get this fixed this weekend!

Sharing the lyrics of “Simple Blessings” below:

You spend all that money on your watch
How much time, you spend with your son (yeah)
So much money in the club
How much you spend with the ones you love

The simple things a your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings, your blessing
Simple things a your blessing
Hey, you no notice your blessings

You’re picky with the shoes ‘pon your feet
Nah pick and choose the friends weh you keep (you know dem)
You nah watch weh you eat
When last you get a good sleep?

The simple things a your blessings (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Simple things a your blessing, your blessing
Simple things a your blessing
You better notice your blessing (yeah, yeah)

Sing it
Simplicity we use fi survive
Many find it difficult becah dem ignorant
One alone me get, you nah go live another lie
Telling dem again, but a no inna that a vice
Life, no gi’ chance too often
Bun out some a the sadness and invest inna loving
Time you tek a stress, lifetime passing
Tell dem say you love dem ‘fore you see dem inna coffin
Mek me tell you this, me nigga
Good days, bad days, you no see
We would a trade house and car and cheddar
Just fi get one more minute with me bredda
So you better, spend time together
Cherish every second a the day weh you deh yah
Gotta tell you
I had a close one yesterday
Jah put an angel over me

The simple things a your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings, your blessings
Simple things a your blessing
Hey, you no notice your blessings

The simple things a your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessing, your blessing
Simple things dem a your blessing
You better notice your blessing

We’ve got life, so let’s live
You mek the time fi chase the paper
When last you say a prayer?
We’ve got life, so let’s live
And while your worshipping your treasure
‘Member nothing lasts forever

The simple things a your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings, your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings
You better notice your blessings

The simple things dem a your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings, your blessings
Simple things dem a your blessings
You better notice your blessings

Simple things, oh the simple things
Health and strength, oh the simple things
Mek me tell you ’bout the simple things
Family and friends a no simple things, hah
(You better notice your blessing)